bubbles

So I had a dream about a purse. It was beautiful and robins egg blue and square and amazing. In my head I still picture it and I want it SO BADLY, but I cannot find the purse of my dreams anywhere.

Socializing is hard. I enjoy being alone. I honestly do. but every weekend there are different people that want to see me that I haven’t seen in months. And although this makes me seem like I am awesome and people obviously love me, its hard. how did I get so many friends? I don’t need them all. But they are all important to me, that is why I go out with them all. And to be honest, once I do go out with them, I have a great time and am glad I was forced out of my house.

Speaking of which, is a total mess. Has been for awhile now, due to having to socialize.

There are a few of you –ahem Dago and Pepin- that I have sent emails to and have not yet heard a response which makes me worry.

I don’t know if I announced this on my blog or not yet but, I told Gord that either we will be engaged by the end of the year, or I am walking away. I don’t mind a long engagement but I do mind being in a relationship that’s not going anywhere.

I am throwing my sister a baby shower. Yes I am. the baby could be here any minute now (she isn’t due until March 16^th but doctor said she could pop any time now, the baby is in THAT position).

I am nannying still, and omg the THREE kids amaze me every day.

….I also now have a car seat in my car Monday thru Friday…

I hope everyone is having a great February and a great year so far! Im off to take a bubble bath.

Don’t judge.